Wishing this will all end (vent)

2021.09.22 15:32 allylin87 Wishing this will all end (vent)

My gran (85) got diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer 1 year ago and was given a few months to live. Amazingly, she is still alive.
But she is miserable. She hates the town we live in. She wants to go back to living with my mother (they can't tolerate each other) because she misses the dog. Her negativity is becoming unbearable - we don't even want to spend time with her anymore. We have complicated family mechanics - my gran and dad moved in with my sister after mum and dad separated, I rent a flat on my sister's property - but the worst thing is that we want her to die. We are ready for her to die.
We love our gran to bits, but spending time with her has become such a complete mental drain that it's affecting our personal lives. My gran is refusing care and now we are all just waiting for her time to come. I wish I could feel more remorseful,but I don't. I know we should be grateful for the time we get to spend with her, but hearing every day how shit this town is, how much money it's costing her etc is soul numbing.
I know there are many people that would cherish the extra time they get to spend with their loved ones, but we're just not like them.
I have the utmost respect for carers and families that manage to put up with everything - I wish we had your strength.
Thanks for reading, if you made it this far.
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2021.09.22 15:32 GnorcDan [Assassin's Creed: Origins] #196 I was finally able to get into the franchise. There's a lot of issues with the game but I really enjoyed it (most of the time anyway). I couldn't decide on what screenshot to use so I have three (one is not like the others).

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2021.09.22 15:32 doomladen Photo from the newly-opened Tube station at Battersea yesterday

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My basement leaks when it rains too much and it's currently leaking bad. The yard is a lot of clay so when it rains, there is standing water on top of the lawn. I received advice that a French drain would help. If I were to begin digging the trench now, in the rain, would that make things worse? I'm not going to have much time to do all this in the future, but I do have time to start now, if it wouldn't harm anything
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2021.09.22 15:32 supercharged0709 Is the Lexus LX570 just as capable off-road as the LC?

Is the Lexus version just a luxury LC or are there some performance shortfalls compared to the LC?
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2021.09.22 15:32 iRoadz You're not the person I fell in love with. And I hate that I still love you, even though I hate whoever you've become and that I still wait for you to text me every single day even though I know you're not going to text me, ever again.

You didn't even have the decency to break up with me in person after these 9 months we've spent together. You didn't even give me a chance to see you one last time, to kiss you goodbye, not even to fucking tell you goodbye. I wanted to end on good terms, but you can't even fucking reply to my messages, I hate that I still love you and still think that you're the one. I wish I could just turn off my fucking emotions and forget about you. The worst thing is that I don't regret meeting you and still cling to the past we had before. You're doing great, partying with other people and not even acknowledging I exist, like we never even happened.
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I prefer generic rosters and random name generators, keeps it more of an alternative world and is less weird when guys transfer or get drafted. Can I use the generic rosters of my choice in revamped?
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When I put gold camo in my legendary qq9 moonstone, the kill effect is gone. I mean it's basically the same normal qq9 with gold camo. Also Dev please don't change the gun color in killboard from yellow and red for mythic into white when install gold camo. There's no point paying for legendary if you're doing so
Up vote so dev can see this pls.
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Does anyone have any leads??
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So I need a solution to the acne
Side note: I didn't always have acne at the beginning it started at around 3 weeks of use so I have some dark spots A solution to those would also be appreciated
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I've seen plenty of sponsorships on YouTube, I'm going to ask about some that are targeted at a specific group of people. I'll use one of my favorite YouTubers as an example, Dawid Does Tech Stuff.
He has been recently sponsored by Linode a couple times so lets say they have paid him about $5000 (probably underestimating or overestimating, not sure). He gets around 100k viewers for each video. Let's say 75% of those skip his sponsorship segment or don't listen or pay attention to it. Then let's say that 10% of those 25% of viewers left actually are interested in a Linux-Based cloud hosting server.
That leaves about 2500 viewers that potentially could purchase a Linode plan. How many people go forward with that? Maybe a 100 people. (My percentages and estimations could be completely wrong).
That doesn't seem like much money for Linode. Other than my estimations being wrong, is there a way that niche companies make a profit off of sponsoring YouTubers?
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